RECOVERY!!!!

It's March & many things happens. Really out of my expectation. Whatever it is be cool & smile!

- p/s : ya bukan ak mok post lam blog tok....

this is my DECEMBER!

December suda mali...
coming to the end of the episode of student.
And Christmas just around the corner...
Well maybe I just celebrate it with my siblings & friends..
hohoho!! Christmas tree blom set up lagi!
-have BLESSED Christmas-

refreshing.

T I A D A. I S T I L A H. - TAKDIR/JODOH/KEBETULAN.

K E R A N A. S E M U A N Y A. RENCANA TUHAN YESUS! F E S B U K I N G. W I L L. R U I N. Y O U R. L I F E. In my life it's all about trying. If you done with me, I just want to know. And don't ever leave me without explanation. If you sincere to friend with me, please don't do stupid things. If you are weird, I am weirder than you. No matter whatever you done to me I will always pray for your happiness. I screw with my own life and I know that. heh.. Lyfe's are hard ; kip in mind :) learn to let go. open your heart & surrender! temptations are everywhere! forgive and u will be forgiven

my world is nothing without YOU OH LORD!

okey it is early in the morning. at my home :) watching tv's alone..because the rest of the family members sleeping. hehe...get used to it. prefer to stay up late at night. just updated my stuffs ; pictures and mp3s etc..done with my IN HOUSE EXAM. straight after the exam finish rush went back to my room and slept for a few hours. ngeh! to replace back the hour i haven't sleep for the past few weeks.

my CLAN. my FAMILY. my FRIENDS. my BROTHER & SISTERS.

Thanks to Clara for inviting me and the rest of us to join this beautiful experience. If she did not accept the invitation, I guess the rest of us will not be able to give ourselves a chance to be at the seminar. Well past is past but still it will be apart of my life and my memories. Doesn't matter good or bad experiences of life. But for sure, I know all this while, I''ve neglected me myself from getting close and listen to what God's trying to say to me. You know..when you get to easy to life..starting to ignore what your soul needed. In fact this life is not just about WORLDLY things (money) eyerp! money...deep inside my heart there's so much more important thing from that. I've start to realize He always with me all the time but most of the time I'm DEAF AND I'M BLIND. The feeling of guilty is just normal. It's feels nothing..Guilty so? No effect at all. Need to mention why? Because I was get used to it and do it over and over again; keep committing sins...without thinking the consequences of my own future. So now..here I am..I've feel the LOVE that God's gave to me..I've feel HIS presence in my life. I thank God for making me realize my mistake and repent. I've been drifted away with 'my world'..eyah! "MY so-called WORLD". Once you fall down, you can always get up my friends. It's time to TURN BACK TO GOD. The time is running out. Don't wait for too long my friends. We never know when we gonna leave this world. So thank God everyday we wake up we still breathing. IF I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, WOULD YOU FORGIVE ME?

haduhh..

to be contd.

aku berfikir....berfikir...dan berfikir lagi..
lagi lagi berfikir...berfikir...
In house exam. PAper One down. Two more papers to go. Susah nak jawab. Belajar ade..tapi tak sepenuhnya. so...berfikir lagi..weekend...going back My place? miss mess up with my siblings. jadi berfikir lagi...posting 5weeks...mau cari rumah sewa..jadi...berfikir lagi...staring at the wall..this is just another episode life's as student. next year..another more episode junior staff...berfikir lagi. bekerja bekerja...ada duit...simpan...berfikir lagi..bagi sepa? mummy..berfikir lagi...daddy..berfikir lagi...adik...kakak.berfikir lagi...jadi....berfikir lagi...2010 not even settle. 2011..berfikir lagi..

LOVE YOUR KIDNEY!

YOU'RE NOT ADDICTED AREN'T YOU??
[aey-dick-terd]
addicted to what??? BAJU/KASUT/PERFUME/ARTIS/KARAOKE?? HMM. samer ker meaning with OBSESS? The things you cannot live without with..aku ada story nak share. kalau sakit jumpa doctor lepas itu doctor prescribe medicine kan? ambil dose yang dibenarkan sahaja kan? then, what if tak sakit beli ubat lepas tu overdose?? what will happen??? SENANG jer TAK ADER APE-APE tapi in short-term lah because kesan nya kita akan nampak in LONG-TERM. Bende ni banyak orang amek ringan.

Teenagers nowadays get use to that stuff. dah lali dah, sekali layan mesti mau. tapi kalo yang memang tak boleh nak pikir main hentam jer lah layan bende tu. kesian kan. aku tau pasal one of the pill ni lah maybe for you guys small matter kot. NOSPAN/POP. penah dengar? layan bijik ni boleh layan hype. the pills that CHEER YOU UP! best kan. tengah boring-boring layan POP 24/7 hyper , banyak cakap..telan sebijik mane cukup kan so telan la sepuluh bijik trus bende tu pun kecik jer. sesaper plan nak relese stress maybe terpikir nak amik POP? STOP RIGHT THERE! Take NOSPAN without any prescription from Doctor will make you suffer in your future.

worst things are : brain damage..psychedelic effect..hallucination..sakit jiwa..boleh trus admit kat HOSP Bahagia.
kalo tak pun maybe kene pergi buat surgery sebab buah pinggang cannot filter due to chemical overload. wasted your teenage life dealing with this kind of stuff. so siap kan lah bli insurans kalo insurans nak cover la..about your kidney..take care of it. it might be useful for those who really need it.


Generic Name: Dextromethorphan HBr
Brand Name: Nospan
Manufacturer: YSP Industries
Indications: Relief of unproductive cough due to bronchitis, bronchiolitis, cold & other resp tract disorders.
Side Effect: Dizziness, GI disturbances. Rarely, excitation, confusion & resp depression.
Precautions: Hepatic disease, chronic cough accompanying a disease state or cough associated w/ excessive secretions. Concomitant CNS depressants. Pregnancy & lactation. Not recommended for infants.
Contra Indication: Concurrent MAOIs.
Drug Interaction: Alcohol, other CNS depressants, MAOIs.


REMEMBER, NOSPAN MAKES LIFESPAN REDUCE!

berubah?

LEMAH manusia kerana iman lemah!
siblings aku pelik tengok aku sekarang...sebab aku dah lain..dah tak macam dulu. tapi aku still suker buli adik-adik aku hehe..pelik sebab aper? hmm..aku mengaku la aku dah lain sekarang ni. kalo dulu boleh every minute every second cursing all the "f" words..sh*t la..sumer kuar! now dah kurang..aku boleh kire la skunk ni jarang sangat nk sebut bende-bende mcm tu dah..feel uncomfortable! saying those words makes me unhappy. tapi itu hak masing2 nak sebut aper kan. KIRE oraite la dah tak mencarut. muker lawa mencarut ingat elok ker? ahaha..lu pikir la sendiri.

nguras nguras....